Saturday, July 24, 2004

another case of "long time since i posted"

but this time, i'm posting out of necessity; for fear that i'll crumble if i dun 'say' it out.

20 min ago my chief designer in his all serious n sleepy face tell me to be on time, be faster if not we won't make it. i told him i'm on schedule n since he knows it, dun nag and he told me off by challenging me to find some hall chief designer who is not rushing his/her designer. haha wanna bet? i can. i can find 3.

10 min ago my rag head told me there are many worried people out there. i've no sense of urgency. things will snowball n hinder pother people if i slow down. dun leave my engineers having nothing to do, they will feel very anxious. i asked him, ' so u mean i am not doing enough?. he said yes, i m not doing enough n went on to tok abt experience n wat not.

f**k them.

does appearing nonchalent mean i m not anxious? why do they love nagging the same old things when i am on schedule? give me a deadline n stick to it. shut up n trust me to do it. is the simplest thing of sitting back too difficult for these hyperactive mcps?

rushing your designers to work faster does not mean breathing down their necks n nagging every single detail they can. they r so f**k-ing eusoffian

too tired to type. burnt my ass off for them n they r still so ungrateful. shower n sleep on it.

Monday, July 12, 2004

wah long time since i've posted anything....

have been super duper busy with rag and aki camp. practically dun have the time to sleep. =(

but i'm happy with aki camp. we have 84 freshies who signed up for the camp!! yippee! that's more than half the aki/ID cohort! as publicity head and registration i/c, tt certainly gives me a sense of achievement! plus the t-shirt design is out. it's brilliant. looks cool.... how i wish i know how to post pictures... computer idiot lah me.... anyway, thanks matt for helping me with shirt!

as for rag.... it's 24/7 schedule liao. it's eat rag, sleep rag, dream rag from now on... there's no more 9 to 5 or 9 to 11 working time.

sian.... have no life liao.... =(

oh well... sleep first think later... it's raining now... v nice to sleep... yeah. *contented smile*